the end of the trail - for now...

well we're back in NM now, staying at my folks place in White Rock. Listening to a thunderstorm roll over, smelling the sweet smell of rain late at night. After a dinner of ribs and salad and scalloped potatoes and a few glasses of wine - now trying to find the words to bring this story to and end. Maybe Beth can add her thoughts tomorrow if I don't make any sense.
From Pagosa, B, Eric, and I headed up the E. Fork of the San Juan, and back up to the divide in the South San Juan Wilderness - one of the wildest places left in the Southern Rockies, where the last Colorado grizzly bear was killed in 1979. I'd like to hope that there are still a few great bears out there, too, in some remote, untrailed and untravelled drainage - but it seems unlikely. There just aren't that many places left for a big bear to hide, much less maintain viable populations for 25 some years without leaving a single track on a trail. I wish I could say that our hike had convinced us that there are still plenty of wild spaces left, still all sorts of room for the original inhabitants of the Rockies to coexist peacefully with humans... but more on that later, perhaps.
The mountains were still beautiful, lush, full of springs and waterfalls and strangely sculpted volcanic pinnacles and peaks. Cold, too, hard frosts and frozen trails every morning. Hit hard with snowstorms on our second day, freezing winds carrying the snow horizontally across the alpine tundra. All in all we were glad to descend down to Cumbres Pass, and looked forward to the lower elevations of the mountains once we crossed into NM. The next morning we hitched down to Chama to resupply, and caught our first and only and thus last ride in an RV. 15 miles of pure comfort... In sunny Chama we ate a decent breakfast and picked up our food package at the P.O, where we ran into Paul, another thru-hiker we hadn't seen since the Pintlars in Montana. There is an old narrow gauge steam-locomotive that runs from Chama over Cumbres Pass to Antonito, CO, now running for the benefit of tourists, and we found out that it left Chama at 1030 am. And it stops at Cumbres pass - we discussed it over breakfast, and decided that (this is how far gone from reality we were) if it cost under $10, it would be a fun way to get back up to the pass. So I asked at the ticket office. $69.75 was the price I was quoted. "Even if I'm only going halfway, just to Cumbres Pass?" Still $69.75. And the girl at the ticket window sternly warned me that "if you get off at the pass, you'll have to have someone pick you up."
And so it was that we were soon by the side of the road, with hopeful thumbs up one last time - our last hitch hike of the trip - turned out to be with a lady elk hunter in full camo, from Oklahoma....

A few miles brought us to the border of NM, a dilapidated old barbed wire fence. An easy border crossing- and we soon knew for sure we were back in NM, the roadsides were littered with cowshit and Bud Light cans. And the people were friendlier - B and I enjoyed a nice meal of elk burritos and cheap beer with some bow hunters from Portales that night, way up on Brazos ridge, the full moon rising over the distant Sangres. And for the rest of the trip the weather was perfect, those golden September days, warm, sunny, bluebird skies, cool and starry nights. The hike was a gradual, rolling descent throught the tail end of the San Juans, along the way re-encountering Doug and Paul both, so our last night before Ghost Ranch there were 5 of us enjoying a campfire, up in the overgrazed grasslands and groves of aspen and oak and ponderosa. The views the following day were of familiar mountains in the Jemez - Pedernal, Tschicoma, and Polvadera - and the last range we would cross, the long high plateau of the Nacimiento Mountains. We dropped down through red cliffs and canyons to Ghost Ranch, where we left Doug and Eric, who ended their trip there, finishing off where they left off in the spring. Sad to leave those guys who we hiked so much of Colorado with - but we got to enjoy all you can eat dinner and breakfast, and free camping and hot showers - so leave them we did, under the shade of giant exotic Siberian elm.
B, Paul, and I hiked the next day through the redrock canyons of the Rio Chama wilderness, and up into the plateau country north of the Jemez. Our last couple days found us climbing up and back down from the Nacimientos, wandering the high meadows and forests of San Pedro Parks, enjoying the wild songs of elk bugling at night, reading old carvings on aspen (including both artistic and pornographic drawings)left by who knows who during the last hundred some years. Actually, most folks left their signatures - anybody know Alfonso Suazo? - apparently the resident artist of the northern San Pedro Parks during the 60's and 70's. We're guessing it was his son Antonio who took over in the 80's and 90's. "Los Pot Heads" were up there too, in 76. Some really neat old carvings of horses, cows, birds, people, naked ladies dating back to the 1920's.
And eventually we wound our way down to Cuba for a celebratory last supper(?)at El Brunos with my parents and Paul.
So that's that, more or less. The end of the trail. I don't really have any profound thoughts to share on the journey, maybe they will come with time and retrospection. For now - it was a great walk across the country. A lot of mountains, space, ideas. Not enough wilderness protection, too many cows and ATVs. But amazing places all, mountains and rivers, deserts and sky. And just as inspiring as the landscape, and the flora and fauna, were the people we met - from other CDT hikers to the old couple out rambling Colorado in a rusty Bronco painted red white and blue. We met some amazing folks - living simply, cheaply, following their dreams to see and experience America and planet Earth. We met folks who had dedicated their lives to the conservation of the places they loved, whether they be wildflower afficionados or elk hunters. We also met some folks with absolutely crazy, extreme right-wing ideologies, as well as folks who really didn't know or seem to care what was going on in the world around them... But wiht all these folks (with only the minor exception of the hostile old wackos in Macks Inn, ID) we were treated with such amazing hospitality and generosity - enough to transcend any differences in viewpoint we might have, and enjoy a moment or two of talk and laughter and human fellowship as our paths crossed on these journeys through life. And enough kindness and genuine concern for our wellbeing to remind us of the fundamental oneness of the human species. And give us hope that we will eventually figure out how to live together on this planet - with each other, grizzlies, Indian paintbrush, and endless ranges of wild mountains to wander....
I'm guess I'm getting sappy now so I'd better bring things to an end. Thanks for tuning in. Thanks also for posting enough comments and sending enough emails to keep us going, sorry we've been pretty lame about responding - but (dumb excuse) its been enough of a pain just to get this darn thing updated sporadically. And we are especially grateful to those of you, old friends and new, who gave us rides and lent us bicycles for town days, put us up in your houses, and fed us and drank that beer with us, so well along the way - if we can ever repay your generosity, please let us know. Not to mention that its been fun catching up and hanging out with y'all!
As for the rest of you, we'll likely see you soon, if we didn't catch you on the trail - some of you this weekend at Esther and Dan's wedding in the northwoods of Wisconsin. Or perhaps some of you later this fall in northern NM. We'll most likely hiding out at our friend Steve's empty cabin (hope thats OK with you, Steve:) up in the white firs and scrub oaks of the southern Sangres. After that it looks as though I have a job teaching a field study course in Patagonia this winter, so perhaps we'll post a photo or two from the Andes in December or thereabouts. O yes we've got some ideas for next summer's rambles too, but too early to talk about just yet. Stay tuned for more?
peace. thanks again.
Jonathan and Beth
